I'm Back

Alright guys, i know its been awhile,, about...ehhh... 11 months? well i plan on writing again. i hopw you enjoy. Oh yea,, and i now live in Okinawa Japan(: so Arizona is in my past. I'm kind of Q? the fact that i keep my identity from you guys. And i wonder if i should tell you my age and sex? You tell me. Ill be writing soon.
Bless you all.
Equality we shall share.
Nicole Clarice

How could you?

If you were to let things just slip away
how could you grow stronger?
If you could change the meaning of an ancient word,
how could you be thought weak?
If all the world would think of eachother as brother & sister,
fellow human beings,
equally....
How could you feel the pain?
Of ignorance, of curruption, of pain.
Of dicrimination.
discrimination....
definition please?
Anyone?
no? maybe if we all gave equality a try....it would work....
Then again....
How could you know?

Slow It Down

Moving so fast life can't catch up with you,
Confused and knowing at the same time,
Paradox....
Are you trying too hard?
Or not enough?
How do you find someplace to hide,
Knowing that you are already found?
How do you show your love,
When he is blind to it?

Or does he simply deny it,
With the few words,
Slow it down....

We'll See....

Shall you deny the possibility of loving a stranger?
Of having feelings for an older man?
Of cradeling a strangers child as if your own?
Or is this just love, just confusion.

If there was less pain, less restriction,
You could servive yes?
Maybe not, maybe so....

You hope that denying all truth will make you forget,
What you have and have not become.
What you wish to become.

Or what you are to become?
We'll see....

Sorrow dug deep into your flesh,
Tears of acid burning through ur heart,
Complications not known to man,
Fogging up all happiness.

Special Friend

Tears running over my cheeks i run to you.
New guy in my life I've fallen for deeply,
you know first.
My pain, weaknesses, and secrets,
You know them all.

What i keep from my family,
you have always known.
What i dislike about you,
you don't.

I love you with all my heart,
I trust you also.
Tears Running over my cheeks i run to you,
Special Friend.

Crazy About You

I have yet to meet you but i have fallin in love.
I wish to feel your touch, not of the physical aspect but of the mind.
I wish to hear ur words and watch as they caress me.
I have yet o meet you but i have fallin in love.

Can i just hear one more word?
May i take in one more smile,
a smile of yours in which i may not see,
but feel so sincerely.

Please don't forget me,
in which i may not survive.
Please love me as i do you.
I have yet to meet you but i have fallin in love.